Well the dreaded work. After my last diagnosis I found it really hard going back to work. I had changed but others were still the same. I had to end up going to a phycologist because I wanted to "get back on the ladder where I was before bc" and it wasn't happening. I ended up back in the "trap" of fitting in. NOT THIS TIME. I will return to work ON MY TERMS. I can say this now as I am 55 and can retire and access my super. Mind you I do need to work to help pay expenses otherwise it is a big burden on my husband. I love the work I do for BCNA and this is going to be my focus. Work will just have to fit in. I am still not sure if I will be able to go back to work in the New Year yet as I have the dreaded "pain syndrome". Apparently my bone marrow is trying to fix itself and is making all the pain. Just let it all happen with work. It will fall into place for you. Sandy made some very good points. Don't forget to put in a lottery for this Saturday night - it is a big one. XLeonie PS Did you get that camera back? If so, would love to see the photos of the dinner night.