magicmum
13 years agoMember
Who me ?
"Come back for another scan, there's a grey area"
That was just over 4 weeks ago, and I thought "who, me ?" I was so sure it was just a bruise from when I had fallen some weeks before, and then the...
It's SO much easier than chemo. Seems to take only a few seconds. And the therapist yesterday told me that I shouldn't have too much trouble with my skin as it's smooth and there are no folds where the beams go. That's good.
I think Arimidex is keeping my tummy gurgling though. It hasn't really settled since chemo finished and I read that Arimidex can cause upsets. Great - 5 years before it's ordinary again. Oh well, it could be worse.
I have started to wrry again about metastises. Silly I know, but I'm really fretting about how I will know whether I have any. I spose it;s because a few poeple I know have died recently after a very short time and I'm just anxious.
How do you deal with that ? How do you know when a pain is just a pain, or when should you go and ask about it ? I do NOT want to spend my life having checkups and worrying myself for no reason, but I don't want to find that something I thought was nothing turns about to be serious and too late. Oh crap, why isn't this getting easier.
magicmum