magicmum
13 years agoMember
Who me ?
"Come back for another scan, there's a grey area"
That was just over 4 weeks ago, and I thought "who, me ?" I was so sure it was just a bruise from when I had fallen some weeks before, and then the...
Chemo #6 - last one - coming up on Tuesday. A few weeks wait and then chemo.
Why am I not happy, excited ? No idea. So tired, so lacking in any motivation, don't want to do anything at all. Getting back to the early fears and worries about "what if". I don't know how to handle this right now. Lost all my courage, positivity. Is that just exhaustion ? Will it come back ?
I don't want to do this anymore.
magicmum