magicmum
13 years agoMember
Who me ?
"Come back for another scan, there's a grey area"
That was just over 4 weeks ago, and I thought "who, me ?" I was so sure it was just a bruise from when I had fallen some weeks before, and then the...
One of those I'm awake and the thoughts won't go away mornings .
I will ask the doc when I see her next, but can any of you tell me when, or if, you stop thinking "is it going to come back ?" Theoretically I have nothing right now. Chemo and herceptin are insurance policies against possibles in the future - but that means there IS a possible. And I can't shake it, I can't make it go away. Driving me crazy. I imagine every twinge, every tummy rumble, every headache - is something awful.
Dumb as eh ? Haven't even finished treatment.
Just focus, concentrate on the NOW.
Sometimes it's too hard.
Keitha