magicmum
13 years agoMember
Who me ?
"Come back for another scan, there's a grey area"
That was just over 4 weeks ago, and I thought "who, me ?" I was so sure it was just a bruise from when I had fallen some weeks before, and then the...
Hi Keitha
Yes, the depression seems to catch us at times. Me.... was just last weekend.Couldn't stop crying for some stupid reason. I felt like a freak, looked like a freak and my body feels like a freak. When will all this end?
Body, mind and spirit had a real low.
But, then you seem to get out of it, and just keep on going.
I visited the Radiologist yesterday to talk about the next plan of "attack" after I finish chemo. I have to have 30 sessions of radiation.... I just cringed at the thought of soooo many. Why do we need to have our poor bodies go through all this.... it's just unfair.
Thinking .... is this normal to have so many? Or this is just the norm with us girls?
But, deep down I know this is all to be done, so we can survive for MANY years to come.
Glad, you are staying with your eldest son, it should be great. Hope you have nice warmer weather, as it has been quite cold there lately. Have a great time...... you totally deserve the rest and break.
Love Julie XX