@Pammy46 thats a very heavy 5 years. What has amazed me most about cancer is the nurses and doctors that have helped me. I once asked my oncologist why she does this job? She replied she loved it. From the beginning when the patient is scared and worried then seeing them healthy and happy at the end wow. My oncologist was very passionate and clearly cared for her patients. I met other patients of hers when I was doing chemo and they also had nothing but praise. So probably what I am trying to say are things could obviously be a whole lot better. I am amazed at the health professionals that go out of their way to make our lives so much easier.For that I am truly grateful.