Wanting to turn back time...
Hi All
This may seem a strange way to start my blogging experience, but it is where the need is at right now! I might back track at a later date to share the story of my recent diagnosis with breast cancer but for now...I really want to turn back time!
I love Easter...spending time with family and friends, camping, relaxing, drinking and eating etc. Last night I caught up with friends and everyone is celebrating the start of a loooong weekend and I didn't really feel like celebrating. We cancelled our camping trip due to me struggling to get comfortable in bed post surgery 1 week ago, I'm not having a drink - not wanting to "feed" the cancer and trying to watch what I eat and I have so many thoughts floating around in my head about what the next steps will be when my multidisciplinary team meet, one week from now.
When I came home, my lovely Apple TV is playing a slideshow of photos and all I can think is "Oh, that was before I had breast cancer". I really just want to go back to that place. :(
OK, my "poor me" is over for now! Yes I will carry on, lucky to be surrounded by so many people that care, but I just needed the download. I will soldier on and be strong for my family. Thanks for your ears!
x