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Hi Kimjade. Thanks for the update. I hope that, by now, you have heard from your doctor and have received your ultrasound results. Chances are, if it's something to worry about, the next step will be a biopsy. Either way, it's a process you have to work through and panicking about it doesn't help. Do you have someone to support you through all your appointments? It helps to have someone close to you, who you feel comfortable expressing your concerns to. I have learnt, through my own experience, that it's not helpful to presume that things will be bad. That only creates anxiety which leads to fear. Just wait until you know the facts and then you can decide what to do next. Feel free to post your worries on this site any time you need to - we all understand where you are right now. Good luck and keep us posted. Sending hugs, Xxx Jeanine