Hi, you sound a bit like me. Couldn't take the drugs - I am just one of the people whose body could not tolerate them, any of them. Had I continued I would have been bedridden in some mental institution and most definitely divorced. I resolved my fear by reminding myself that had I stayed on the drugs I may have gotten secondary breast cancer anyway. There was just no way of telling. Now I am working out (latest research indicates strong exercise, particularly weight bearing exercise can increase survival rates by 30%). I have my health back and I feel fantastic. Good luck..