Today is a good day

No particular reason. Today is just good. Sun is shining. My vegetable garden is blooming. Pain is under control. I feel rested and not fatigued. No hot flushes. No medical appointments. Just good. Normal. This time last year I was in ICU after surgery, full of fear and worry, having panic attacks, crying myself to sleep every night and waking up in the mornings with my first thought being "Oh, that's right, I have cancer". Back then I thought I would never feel good again. But here I am. 

If I could go back in time to a year ago I would tell myself, "it gets better." Because now I know it does.