I had 6 wks sick leave after my mastectomy, went back to work and worked 4 days per week. Started my AC which fell on days which was within my sick leave cycle and over Xmas/ new year ( I only had 6wks leave owing) started taxol weekly and worked 4 days but did my emails and phone calls from home. I reckon I crammed in more in those days and essentially worked my hardest ever. I kind of didn't let go and a rest properly. I'm still having my taxol weekly, 5 more to go and just last week my position at work was made redundant. I was with the company for 8 years and was very sad that it happened but also scared at the same time. The what ifs and the security that a regular income brings. But look I got a redundancy package, I can get by for quite a few months and I'm seeing this as a bit of a green light to concentrate on me and my health for a while. Get through treatment etc and hit the ground running afterwards. Whilst this was all happening I moved house and am looking to get tenants into my house. I'm now living closer to my network in a groovy neighborhood in a new York style loft apartment in Fitzroy ! I liked the idea of being back at work, the interactions, being able to contribute as it helps you feel needed. I certainly measured myself a lot on my work. It is a bloody journey as they say and I'm realizing slowly ( starting to " get it " ) whats important etc all the very best on your journey and happy Easter ! Love, Donna xx