@K_LeeB people that make it all about them are the worst. On way my to my first session of chemo my support relative who asked to drive me there, was feeling I was keeping her at a distance, so I said yes, knowing she probably she would be so anxious and unable to cope. Says to me in the car on the way there, sorry I don't think I will be able to handle watching you have chemo so I might have to leave the room. Lol, as if I wasn't already mustering up the courage to sit in that chemo chair. I had quite a few disappointing episodes of people not being able to handle what I was going through, and I felt I was holding them up for the most part. It was a rather lonely experience overall for me.