Hi Em, am sorry to hear about your diagnosis ... It is shocking times for you right now. Never have the words step at a time been so true ... Stay strong and focused on vibrant good health. I am a year down the track and look back at the whole emotional roller coaster that was, but it is do-able believe in yourself. In reflection I am grateful for the way this disease has strengthened my resolve and deepened my character for me. It's true it is an awful journey but not one without silver linings yet to be discovered... Be well Lx