SURPRIZE

Hi Leonie , good to keep catching up. here and on fb, yeah it is so hard to except when some when close dies i guess we both know hey. and i still have good and bad days, being with her most days to the end in the last two months of her life was physically and mentally emotionally draining, and i ended in a heap. we were friends for a long long time even though we had our disagreement s were always there in times of need . i did her ulogy about our friendship and that was hard too , but i am glad i did. i miss her awfully, but every butterfly i see i think of her and we had so many funny butterfly incedents on our holiday, I HOPE YOU ARE ALSO COPING BETTER. x For a while i felt so guilty that i was here and she wasnt but she told me she was so glad i was doing okay and that i was to do everything twice now. so I am trying to , and i am taking her strength on board to keep up the fight . cancer sucks and is taking to many wonderful people . iam stopping now otherwise will blubber again ha ha . xxx fran