jussylee
11 years agoMember
Staying positive
Most of the time I'm postive, but I have had a couple of days where I do feel down and wonder why this is happening to me and will I ever feel normal again!
If another person tells me to stay posit...
Hi
I too have my down days and think exactly the same thoughts as you. I found that by just posting on this site helped enormously. I also think it's ok to have a pity party! No one knows just how you feel and it's ok just to have some time where you do have these thoughts. It's good to deal with them, sort through the emotions and then regroup to face another day. Family and friends do mean well, but I've also had my sisters telling me how wonderful I've been, it's only another x amount of treatments, keep your chin up etc - grrrr!!!! I get by day by day and am pretty thankful when I have relatively good days. On the bad days, well I just hope that tomorrow I wake up with a different frame of mind. I usually do!
Take care xx