So delicious

Drum roll....Today I managed to have lunch, and enjoy it. I've finally, just before my last chemo, identified the tiny window of opperchancity where I can eat, and taste, a normal meal.
It all turns to rubbish again next week but I am soooo looking forward to this time next month when the poisoning is over and I can get back to eating normal food. I will never eat another boiled potato, rice cake with cream cheese or bowl of icecream again once this is over.
Went and saw the shrink ( why do these people make me feel like I'm the grown up in the room? Cunning ruse, I'm sure) which lead to buying 'fat' jeans. So I could go to lunch and eat fish and chips. With wine. And salad. Then I went for a massage and didn't fall asleep or fart. 
Today was a good day.