Hazel_M
12 years agoMember
On the up again
Hi Ladies, thank you for your good advice on my 'worn out' blog. I will try online shopping, never even thought of it (bit of a dinosaur). My doctor reminded me to take a mild sleeping tablet because...
I missed your last post and just reading through felt so bad for you, I am pleased that you are feeling a little better.
So many ladies have given you wonderful advice, as usual the advice is spot on.
I tried the online shopping when I was going through treatment and yes it took me ages but it was easier than trying to write notes for Michael to to do and he would always come home with out stuff even if it was on a list. I also did alot of christmas shopping and birthday shopping online, it made me feel involved and I loved it took my mind off others things when I was stalking a bid item LOL.
I have a catalogue of photos of my treatment time and there is one in particular that sends shivers through me, my skin is grey my eyes sunken big black rings under them and my lips are the same colour as my skin, all with a bald head I looked like Uncle Fester. That was through my worst, then I see the ones after when I slowly came back to me, so these days I view them as my recovery story.
Of course, I don't look like me anymore I look different now, no long flowing locks, I've out on weight become puffy I think and something in my eyes is different too but its a work in progress I think. As I said somewhere else, true beauty shines through your partner is right.
You take the time to care for each other, the rest can wait what is important is being in the now together.
Sending you big big hugs.
Donna