I remember your earlier post when you were having your interview.You can do this you know,but the longer you leave it,the harder it will seem.If I were you,I would confide in either my partner or a close friend,and get them to go with you to the doctor.I don't mean to go in with you(!!) but to wait in the waiting room.I think it is just the actual making the appointment and making yourself go,
that is the hardest part.A few months ago,after I started on tamoxifen ,I had some bleeding.I went to the doctor,and I had a pelvic ultrasound.Everything was fine.I liken it to going to the dentist,if you have that fear,as lots of people do.Please just pick up the phone and take that first step.We are here to chat more if you are really struggling with this. Please keep in touch.xoxRobyn