hi there and great you found us early on in your journey, even though it's not the club anyone wants to be a part of, at least it is here, and full of love and support, no matter what you can cry, rant, and even eventually laugh and there will always be someone here to do all of the above with you, we have ladies on here at all stages. the next few weeks will be a roller coaster for you, but once you get appointment and treatment plans worked out, it will settle down. One of the first things my surgeon said to me was You have a life threatning disease, but it is not a death sentence, Good luck we will be here for you whenever you need us. And in time you will be the one supporting others. Take Care and keep comming back. Regards Moira