My Partner never stops

So blessed.  I have an angel of a husband too.  I appreciated him so much through my treatment.  Cancer doesn't just happen to us, it happesn to them too!  I get sad sometimes looking back at the past 18 months and I can see the impact it has had on him physically and emotionally.  He looks older and worn down, battle weiry at the best of times.  He has also recently been made redundant which does not help at all.  I wish I had money to spoil him and book him into a spa for a day or something to help relieve the tension and worry.  He has been my rock, never complained, never asked anything for himself, he comforted me, dried my many tears gently with his hankerchief many many times, always greets me with a smile and big hug when I get home, always ready to take anything off my hands at the smallest idication that I feel unwell or have a stressful day.  He had a massive health scare this week, had to undergo an MRI scan after a hearing test detected an issue which suggested he needed to rule out a brain tumor!  We were both sick with worry all week and just heard this morning it is ok, no tumor,  but it was like a kick in the guts when they said he needed the scan, we both have severe 'scanxiety' since my battle last year and it never gets easier.  I hope you find the help you need hun.  Merry Christmas x