Thankyou Tanya and Moira
You have helped me to pick myself up and focus on whats important. I have so many wonderful people surrounding me that you are right I shouldnt be focusing on the ones that arent.
I will calm myself and take each day as it comes then I'm sure the decision will come to me about what to do.
I am usually such a happy positive lady and the past 3 weeks has sent me into such a spin I feel I have lost that somewhere. I need too & will get that back. Especially now I have joined this site it puts everything in perspective - reading that there are other ladies going through all the same emotions and feelings.
Take care
Robyn