Thank you for your words of wisdom Tanya, & I think you are very right she is to wrapped up in her own stuff to care about me. And no there is no chance its benign , I told her its invasive ductal carcinoma I am just waiting to find out now if they got clear margins and whether it has gone to my lymph nodes.
Right now I want to quit and not even think about her so as I can stop sweating this stuff, but then I worry how will I find another job while I am going through treament.
But you know something , sitting here thinking about what you said and what others have said to me, I have been through some tough things in my life and come out stronger, this is just another one of those times, and I should be positive about whats in front for me not scared.
Thank you again
Robyn