I am so sorry to read your story.When I read things like this,it reminds me of my promise to myself not to complain too much.i have NOTHING to complain about.I agree with and understand your comment that life goes on.But it has to doesn't it,and I hope that throughout your ongoing journey you will find the strength and inner peace to be strong and to look after yourself.This is as important as looking after your family.Are you going to America on a holiday?If so,ENJOY! Nice to meet you,and take care.xoxoCheers Robyn.