The lead up to Christmas was a bit stressful for me as it was this time I was diagnosed (20th Dec 2012). This Christmas brought memories of the last and I had mixed emotions on the day. Sadness at the memory and what heartache it caused my family and happiness that it was all but over now. So I had times where I'd cry either with grief or happiness. I think too that after going through all our treatments and being thrown into menopause, our hormones are all over the place and it's hard to get our emotions under control. I cry at ads on TV and I cry when I'm happy too. Oh well I just have to get used to being a bit of a sop. :)
Janey xxx