I am so sorry you weren't able to go ahead today. I've been out all day at appointments so just read your post. It's horrible gearing yourself up for something and then being let down even when it's not something you want to do. It's not fare. Well perhaps you could treat this as a trial run. At least you can heal properly before you begin. Chemo can be rough enough without starting behind the eight ball. Try not to worry too much about next week Jodie. Give yourself a chance to calm down. A good mindset is important as part of your overall well being. Hope the area around your port settles down quickly and there are no more problems. I think this journey can sometimes be two steps forward, one step back. There are lots of hurdles to get over. We are all here to help you leap those hurdles and sprint to the finish line.
Love Janey xxx