Hi Amanda, I talk about you a lot and now I can add more positives about you. What can I say to you - you are "doing it". There are so many good people out there who may be able to help you. I am sure you will seek them out. I had a lymphatic drain yesterday - the first since my diagnosis due to treatment restrictions. The "operator" who is a lovely lady told me that one of her patients who is being treated by a top specialist in Brisbane said that the specialist said that there will be a cure for cancer within 5 years. "They" are so close now he said. You are my inspiration, girl. My thoughts and prayers will stay with you. I was so happy to see your blog and update - thank you. Positve vibes and all good things to you. XLeonie