Casjsa
12 years agoMember
I found that wall
And much as I tried to steer around it, over it, under it, I hit it this afternoon. I knew it was coming this morning. I couldn't think of the name for a flat round disc that you put on a nut and b...
I still don't know whether I should have gone the double mastectomy or not. My surgeon is of the opinion if it's not broke don't fix it. I just have to take his advice and trust that it is right. My grandmother died of breast cancer but there is no incidences of it in my mother's generation so I'm told that it isn't close enough a relation for me to worry that I inherited a gene problem. Therefore it is somewhat unlikely that the cancer will travel to or form in the other breast (his words not mine).
It's the waiting that drives you batty isn't it? I could have gone to the oncologist on the 8th of this month but I had workshop booked for months prior and I was going to that come hell or high water. Next available appointment is the 22nd. That's just for initial consult so probably more waiting for treatment if any. I hate the waiting and the thought that the health system is so full of people suffering breast cancer. It is just horrendous.
I'll be here to chat to any time you want. We might as well wait it out together hey?
Cas x