I feel like Ive won the lottery!!

Thanks Deanne xxx I'm down today :-( one week post mastectomy, drain still in, port in next week then chemo the week after. I just need a few "Normal" days where I can go out to the shops without dragging my drain bag :-( before the hard yards start and just be me well as close to being me. One of my close friends is about to stat chemo again as there are now spots on her liver. She is amazing and I don't know how she does it. She is a hero to me and I feel so bad whinging :-( I guess once the first infusion is done, ill know a bit more and will know what side effects ill have. I also wish my soft form breast would arrive so I can put a bra on And feel semi female. Jodie xx