I feel like Ive won the lottery!!

Im home with my friend the drain. Bit overwhelmed when I hsd a shower and saw my scar where my boob once was. Shed a few tears and didn't want Richard to see me breastless. He doesn't care one bit, it's all me. Something I guess we all have to get used to xxx Spoke to cas before. She sounds wonderful and so upbeat. I had a few scares last night because my blood pressure kept dropping. They did obs every hour then 2 hours. If it dropped below 20 they were calling the doctors in. Luckily at 4am it started to rise. They think because I had all my lymph nodes taken and my body was taking its time to get rid of the anesthetic this was the cause. It's weird because I take medication for high blood pressure each day. But im home. I'm comfortable and know this part is over xxx