I don't know what I'm feeling

@Rapunzel. Im so sorry you have had to join this emotional rollercoaster of breast cancer.  Im a 15yr survivor now been living with mets to the liver for past 5yrs.  What you are feeling is completely normal some days you will cope great and its early days but don't beat yourself up about having bad days, cry yell do what ever you have to do but always remember this one thing no matter how bad a day you may be having today, tomorrow is always a new day and I have learnt with numerable bad days that 24hrs can make a huge difference to your outlook.  I wish you the very best vent away as much as you need even start writing a blog that helped me a lot over the years.

hugs xx