Hello Maree,and welcome to the online network.You have taken the first step ,I believe,in beginning the healing process.This blog is the most amazing place to connect with others,and you will realise that you are not alone.I had a different cancer to you,but a few days ago,a lady with your type of BC was on this blog.I am hoping that she will read your post and respond to you.She had answers also,from others with the same diagnosis.Try if you can,to look at the positives .Your cancer was under 2 cm which is a VERY GOOD thing.No more spread apart from the micromet in the sentinel node:) It's hard Maree,but I think if you begin to communicate on here ( and you can come on here 24/7 and there is always someone who wants to listen and help)and perhaps even consider some counselling? Your GP can refer you to someone,or simply ring the cancer council and they will point you in the right direction.This blog has been my life saver,and I come on here most days.My diagnosis was a year ago now.I often feel a sense of guilt because of the younger women who are diagnosed,and I am almost 60 ,but as I know deep down,breast cancer can strike anyone at any age.It sounds as though you have got on top of your cancer ,now you just have to take care of YOURSELF,perhaps let others help if you can,and remember there is no shame in asking for help.We need help in order to get back to where we were before BC.Please stay on here Maree and let us support you.Take care.Im sending you a big hug :) Robynxox