Got up this morning ready for work , after I been half of night awake worrying if I'll cope at work,got there and after 2 hour I was in my managers office asking for more time off. Could not cope having to stand up dispense medication and answer buzzers, all the while thinking I should be in bed and someone else look after me. My manager was very understanding and gave me some more time off, was good to see everyone at work but I am not ready for that step yet , soo is take it easy time for me now. Hopefully when I''ll see the surgeon next , on wednesday he will already have my follow-up with oncology team organised so I can start chemo, as this waiting is drving me up the walls. Cheers and thank you for listening to me rumble is out of my system and I feel better now.
