hate mothers day
yes i hate mothers day well i do this year im stuck here at home by myself im angry and weak and tired and teary and noone to talk to i even rang life line but hung up because there was a queue. i wa...
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Hi Ya Bel
I was thinking of you the other day and how is the radiotherapy going??
I do also hope you had a nice few days with Tracee. Im alright getting a bit stronger ready for the next rounds of chemo on Wednesday ( well as ready as I can be ) I am so hoping they will be better than the last 4 rounds. OH Yes I forgot to tell you at my work they are going through a huge restructure ( RDNS) it was on the news and all. It affects all the middle Manager Nurses like myself and its been an extra worry for me. Im not there and i feel so helpless. I dont want to have to think about it ...geez I have to concentrate on myself andf healing but I also HAVE to care because otherwise I wont have a job to go back to AAAGGHH!! . i just cant get it right this year can I ?
First day of my holliday last week my Boss rang me to keep me informed. Im in 2 minds on one hand i need to know whats happening but on the other hand Im not strong enough to make a decision next week let alone all this stuff. there are 14 of us involved . My position has gone and all the level 3s have to reapply for the 10 positions remaining. One part of me doesnt give a (^^&)&)*_) the other half says I must make the effort or I wont be considered for anything and I maybe sorry down the track....GIVE ME A BREAK !! HUH??? oh well ill think about it next week, maybe contact the UNion..anyway another rant !! lol cheers Terry