thankyou so so much guys
Ijust read my blog back today and had a chuckle. goodness i was angry wasnt I ?. Yes it was such a hard day and I was feeling so so miserable. but you know at the end of the day my darling god daughter/neice rang and came to see me which she always does on mothers day and birthdays and christmas etc and brought a huge bunch of flowers and a heartfelt card with a huge essay on it sayingt how much she loved me . OH DEAR I broke down and hugged her and cried and told her how much it meant to me. How beautiful how special i may not have kids but I have 2 god daughters and 10 neices and nephews who i adore of course a few are going to be extra special but what i mean to say is Im not alone.
Im feeling a bit better today ( day 6 ) and managed to get out and have a coffee with mu hubby tonight which was so so nice. Next week will be better and Im going away to Goolwa for a few days compliments of the OTIS foundation. Im so looking forward to the break and the sea air. I plan to walk and rest and read and cuddle my beautiful man for 4 wonderful days .
Thanks all for caring
PS you know how i was angry because I was supposed to walk the MOthers day classic with my Dad and he went and dies on me ...well my neice said in a couple of weeks when Im stronger we will meet at the place and do the walk together and then have a leisurely Brunch together just her and I ...how lucky am I
cheers
Terry