Hi Penny,
I'm sure you could think of dozens of better ways to celebrate your birthday. Waiting for results, would be on the bottom of everyones' list. I do wish you happiness today on your birthday, and hope for good news when your results are known. You are beginning a journey, that we have all travelled, and therefore can really understand what you and your family are going through. Please feel free to vent here on this site. You will receive alot of support and understanding.
Love Chris xx