Hi Jac,
Hope you are feeling better today, the wait for results is so hard but you know nothing you can do can change them. This is how i got through the waiting every time i got worried I would just say to myself "it is what it is" and then kept so busy. Going through old photos i found was a great distraction they make you laugh and cry good therapy I reckon.I have made quite a few photo books too.
You are doing amazing and as Ree says pamper yourself take time out for you and listen to your body.
Thinking of you
Colb