Five years and counting :)

Well I have finally got five minutes to gather my thoughts after a busy couple of weeks. March 31st marked 5 years since my mastectomy following my recurrence of triple negative breast cancer just 18months after initial diagnosis and 6 months after completing all my treatment. What a scary time that was for me.

However I am not telling you this to scare you, especially those who are newly diagnosed. I want to let you know that even if the worst does happen and the dreaded BC returns it can often still be treated. Yes I went on and had more surgery and more chemo, no it wasn't the best time in my life, but I am still here to tell my story. I feel blessed to live in a country where treatment options are available to us.

I always get what had been described to me as scanxiety when I have to go for tests and check-ups, especially as I had lymph node involvement at first diagnosis 6 1/2 years ago. However the relief I felt when I saw my surgeon last week and was given the all clear at the five year mark was immense. I will try and attach a picture I took right after my appointment.  I thought at five years I would be put out to pasture and seen no more, but she said no they will continue to monitor me for another 5 years. That's ok, I kind of like the idea of that, especially being triple negative and unable to take hormone blockers.

I spend most of my time facilitating the breast reconstruction group but still pop in here when I have time. I enjoy reading all your posts. This is such a special network where we all get what we are going through because we've all been there. It is so lovely seeing the support given to all members whatever stage we are at in our treatment and recovery.

Hugs to all you special ladies.

Paula xxxx