I was at a BCNA forum last week and one of the speakers discussed the whole dilemma of 'finishing' treatment. It really struck a chord with me. I feel like I've been holding my breath and walking a tightrope, now I'm off the other end all I want to do is take a deep breath and yell.
I drove 720 km today and stopped for a couple of very therapeutic screaming sessions in isolated places. My raw throat has been attributed to 'a bit of a cold' which is, apparently, a more acceptable than explaining I was bellowing at nothing to let off steam. Humph. Marg