Finished chemo but.....
so this week was my last chemo. I'm just 2 days out and feeling the usual crap. My onc is really happy with how things have gone. I started with a 9cm lump and at least 3 nodes lumpy by touch. She c...
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Thank you all :)
I was really angry on Friday. Angry I have cancer, angry that I have very little control over my life, angry because I feel like my MIL is taking over my house and kids (even though all she is doing is trying to help), angry I don't even get asked what help I want, angry that everyone keeps saying I'm going to beat cancer just because I'm so positive, angry because I'm sick of being positive. And then I got really pissed off because I finally have a bad day, and I wasn't allowed to. I wasn't allowed to feel down and angry and scared. And I really needed to feel that and let it out so it didn't eat at me and do I didn't direct it at anyone either.
I guess I'm just so fatigued at the moment. Gave myself the day in bed and just rested :)
I was really angry on Friday. Angry I have cancer, angry that I have very little control over my life, angry because I feel like my MIL is taking over my house and kids (even though all she is doing is trying to help), angry I don't even get asked what help I want, angry that everyone keeps saying I'm going to beat cancer just because I'm so positive, angry because I'm sick of being positive. And then I got really pissed off because I finally have a bad day, and I wasn't allowed to. I wasn't allowed to feel down and angry and scared. And I really needed to feel that and let it out so it didn't eat at me and do I didn't direct it at anyone either.
I guess I'm just so fatigued at the moment. Gave myself the day in bed and just rested :)