Hi Lillian67 sorry you are having such a rough trot of it lately but keep you chin up. I'm here if you need to talk ❤️ I'm 23 days post mastectomy of my right breast and they way I looked at it was cancer in the right, get rid of it and most of the cancer is gone!. I was unlucky that my lump started from just under my nipple and went downwards, so the whole breast was better off going. I start chemo on 29th June then radiology after that as I have minute cells in the first lymph node with the rest clear. See if there is a breast cancer group near you as talking to woman that have gone thru or going thru the same as yourself helps, if not just message me here as I check this website several times a day.
It's probably the toughest time at the moment for you, being in the unknown area, and still going thru the chemo side effects, which I am dreading but just know,_you are not alone, we all here on this site understand and will listen xxxx all the best I hope I helped