Feeling flat

Wow, @Hendrix, that's awful. I'd be wanting to scream!!!!! I certainly understand. It's a time where people show their true colours. Do we rant, cry, scream so those around you have some idea if what we are going thru?  Or do we smile, shrug, soldier on and be bright so as not to burden them?  I don't know what the answer is. I lost my best friend because I got cancer. Gee, sorry it's too awful be around me! But hey, you do what you want for Christmas and that will make you happiest. You are dealing with enough right now without having to pander to other people. 
Love and hugs xxxooo