It certainly is a difficult time and as others have commented it is the waiting for results, appointments and treatment that are exhausting. You feel, you are not in control of your life. Be brave and as others have said take each day as it comes and try and get some exercise. Just to be outside clears your head and gives you a different perspective on the situation. I thought my Breast Cancer was behind me three years ago but another type of Cancer returned in my other breast earlier this year...so two mastectomies. Knowledge and experience are a great thing so this time it is not so daunting and overwhelming. I am not enjoying the chemotherapy effects but realise it is a means to a good outcome. I have cried and then got over it. You are allowed to indulge yourself so do not try to be too brave BUT you will overcome this eventually. Get well soon. Fruit Pigeon
