Cancer Council bus accident

Thank you x Hi Shirley I can see by your message that you understand. I thought I would have so many years left to spend with an amazing woman to everyone that ever had the pleasure to meet her. I'm feeling really ripped off that she was taken in such a way and on her only grandsons birthday. She was so special to William and I'm finding difficult to explain to him when he wakes up crying and wanting Nanny. I so wanted him to have Mum's beautiful, kind influence to guide him. I'm trying to come to terms with it but I can't look anywhere without something reminding me of her. I don't know how long it takes but the pieces feel like they are so out of reach and putting them together feels almost impossible. I'm sorry but I've just had to say exactly how I feel. I hope it doesn't upset you but thank you for kind messages. Nikki x