Hi Nikki, I hope you are starting to come to terms with the loss of your darling Mother. We know that one day those near and dear to us aren't going to be around forever but when they leave because of a needless tragedy it is harder still to accept.
I lost my Mum 5 years ago - she was 97 and ready to go but I wasn't ready to say goodbye. She was my best friend, I had known her for 59 years and how dare she leave me.
They say that time heals the pain but that's cold comfort to those left behind. Remmber your Mum with smiles, not tears .... I'm sure that is what she would want.
Take care ... Love Shirl x0x.