Hi @Kylie71. Sorry you are going through a hard time. My journey also started 3/11/16. Lumpectomy, axillary clearance , chemo and radio. When you are feeling down it doesn't always help to remember that others are having a far worse time of it. I can remember going along, just coping, then suddenly fall in a heap. Could you have a chat with your oncology nurses/oncologist as maybe feelings are attributed to the medication I didn't have those drugs but other ladies on this site have or are on them and will soon jump in to offer advice. Best wishes to you. Sue