ok @Zoffiel & @"Ally Jay" I am going to be a bitch......... I have to vent.... here I am fighting for my life... i have a disease I did not ask for & did nothing to cause & my Mum offers no assistance or help just lets me get on with it then my sister.......... a life long (well adult life) substance abuser over doses & is taken to hospital & she drops everything to rush to Qld to help her............ WTF?????? SHE did that to herself & while it sounds so so nasty I cant feel sympathy for her........... at all.........
I have always tried to be active, eat right, do right by others, worked hard & I get cancer & no help...... & she has lived off welfare, been locked up, used everyone to her satisfaction & she gets the help??? In what universe is that fair??