Hi Tracy,
its a weird kind of grateful isn't it? When I was in the thick of it last year there were friends who were held up to encourage me as those who had overcome bc, only now things have changed. They have recurrence and I'm the "lucky one". Does your head in thinking 'how come my stories going well' and theirs isn't. This disease is so random.
Have you heard the term oxymoron? It's when two things that are so opposite they almost contradict each other. Yeah I get being grateful to still be here, but the idea of gratitude and bc together is an oxymoron, it just messes with my head.
Im with you #FU cancer
lovin the pink boots
Tracey