I know where you are coming from hun!!!
Cancer is a horrendous thing within itself but it does make you feel like you can do anything, which is why I bought my business. i was still going through radiotherapy when I and my husband bought a busy 7 day a week newsagency. I thought to myself "I can do this, I know I can, if I can beat cancer...?" It was on my bucket list, and although I have since sold after owning it for nearly two years, I felt a strength come from doing it!!! It took a lot of courage I think to go out and live my dream no matter how hard it was to achieve. But I did it and now I know that bucket list is getting smaller in what I have yet to do. Paris is right up there, and hopefully some day I will get there too!!! LOL!!!
YES! Go to melbourne and visit your rellies. Everybody needs to feel support and to support their loved ones and friends. And next time they have the 'FOW' be a part of the 'Pink Lady Army' and find the strength that is within all of us huny. We breast cancer people are a strong bunch Christine no matter what life throws at us right???
Take care and good luck with your cancer journey hunyXXXMiaXXX:):):)