Totally understand I finished radiation 2 weeks ago, that breathing did my head in !
Some days it was easy, some days hard, some technicians were helpful and happy with my breathing, others less so..... and I’m a private person too, so having peoples faces up close to my boob was very confronting! I tried shut my eyes and thought of a beach or something.
I think lots of things make us emotional at the moment..Don’t be hard on yourself, and definitely don’t apologise.
You’re nearly there, you aren’t alone in your feelings, you got this!
Hugs, Caz