thank you inkpetal, no insensitivity taken, just my first day of reflection (time for tears and a few screams of frustration) and then my focus will shift as you have suggested to getting myself ready for treatment, and all that comes with that. I like your point on how far we have come and how far we will be in the future. My daughter was diagnosed with early puberty two weeks ago so has already developed breast tissue (she is 6) and started on hormone suppression to treatment two days before my biopsy. So my mummy stress levels were already shot and February was a trying month. But we are now in March and looking forward, not back, and I just need to remind myself of that.
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